Aching in so many ways.

Okay hi guys. I don't know what I am feeling now. I don't know how should I start typing this out. I don't know who to go to, everybody as that somebody, and I'm just myself. I don't know what to feel either. And I don't know how should I react, what the fuck should I do other than crying in front of this mother fucking computer and type this shit out. What the fuck are feelings. 

I hate studying. Yup, give me any fucking word that is fucking stronger than hate, I fucking feel that way about studying. We study for our future. We study to learn. We study for the sake of studying. We study to fucking compete with people around the world. We study to fucking compete over who is better and who is not. Who study to fucking compete over whose job pay is higher and whose is lower. True? Think about it. We fucking study for money, to get higher pays in future. And by that, we have to study harder and get some fucking degree and apply for some fucking high job pay. And if we don't, we don't get the fucking degree and we can't fucking apply for those higher rank jobs. WHY THE FUCK HIGHER AND LOWER JOB RANK EXIST. So people could differentiate who the fuck are the more hardworking ones?


Argh I'm I even suppose to be thinking all this stuff. Cause I hate studying. And if I don't study, I can't get into a fucking Poly/ITE = die in society. Can't MOE think of some other methods other then fucking comparing higher and lower job ranks.


Whatever, let today be today. I shouldn't drag about these fucking stuffs tmr. FUCK




P/S: Sorry jojo...... I think you know why.