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I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. ― Marilyn Monroe

April 07, 2015

as dumb as a fucking panda

It's intimidating how we humans have so many different types of feelings 
How human minds can think and act differently the way we want to think/act/feel
anger sorrow happiness jealousy hatred affection revengeful peaceful curious warmth suspicion 
Have people ever thought what if we humans are as dumb as pandas
Would life be happier then because it's simple 
You don't think about all the different things people can actually do to you good or bad
It's scary how there are so many different types of people in the world
And it's even scarier to think if you had already met the worst human being ever 
but the thought that out of so many people in the world there's much more worse
Yes some people might want the best for you having faith trust loyalty and so much more 
But humanity is a different thing you might have the quality of being humane 
but losing it it's easier than gaining it
Why are human eyes not as powerful as the human mind 
Don't we deserve to know who's good or who's bad? What's wrong what's right? 
Black hearts or gold hearts? Humble or greedy? 
Why can't we see the good old trueness in people?
Some people might just want the easy way out of things the fastest the quickest the best 
Some people might just want to use you like how they treat you as their personal barbie doll
Some people might just want to test your limits to find your strengths and weaknesses 
Some people might just want to know how to break you and see you fucking crumble
Some people might just want to fuck you up as simple as that 


i miss my sister so fucking bad 

April 04, 2015

you can run but you cannot hide

Bangkok trip
17-20 March 2015 



DAY 1



i just realised i look fucking hiao wahlao i cannot la 

Kwan left me alone at home to carry all the stuff down to the airport but thankfully daddy sent me, lunch and zaoooooooo!!!!!!!!







check in loh 

Dearest Kylie couldn't come with us because of her training :-( 




BKK TRIP

My lipstick choices(left) vs my sis lipstick choices(right)






The first time taking a thai airline, it was scary at first because you know because of all the thai horror movie you watch ya haha thats why, but actually... THEIR SERVICE IS REALLY REALLY GOOD haha. Blankets and pillow to make you feel comfortable, and the BEST thing is... FREE FOOD YES. And the food is actually not bad!!! omg and movies for you to watch, games for you to play (ok i'm sounding a little ks now) 

Okay la maybe because I've been taking budget airline, and this thai airline is just economy class only so idk mah :-(


i forgot what movie I watched though hahaha.

OH AND HEADPHONES SO YOUR MOVIE & OTHER MOVIE SOUNDS WONT CLASH AWESOME LEH 

Kwan's Tom Yum prawn which is the best!!!! OH AND THEY SERVE FREE DRINKS ALSO INCLUDING WINE AND LIQUOR HAHA but i drank apple juice aiya stupid 

pardon my teary eyes because the movie sad hahaha i'm hopeless la


Touchdown Bangkok airport!!!! HURRAY and it's just in time for my movie to end yay :-)

bus to airport from the plane

LUGGAGES AND ALL READY FOR BKK ALREADY


Aunt hired a driver to send us from the airport and to the airport also. Reason 1 I like travelling with family :-) 



Although we reached the airport around the late afternoon, we arrived at the airport when the sky is dark already, i think cause quite a distance away :-( idk cause I was asleep



And..... the hotel was CRAP. We stayed in Pratunam Pravilion Hotel, sounds nice right the name but ARGH. The previous hotel I went to was soooooo much better ugh. And I guess the lobby really leaves people quite the impression, but the current one was just bad and service so so. 
Maybe cause I'm comparing with the previous Center Point hotel because there's always a doorman opening the doors for you, and we even gave him tips during our last day, but this nope 3 stars what you expect la aiya.



Changed and out for dinner 

So dinner and walked a little, not much on the first day I guess you could say a little wasted. 
At night, Kwan, Kasey and I we were suppose to head to the 'best' club in Bkk with some of kwan's friends. But haha my aunt got too paranoid so we had to cab back. Well reason 1 I don't like to go on vacation with family. I mean like it's all for the experience right? Aiya there's always next time! But honestly I was a little disappointed because we were literally outside the club already, it was that one stick that got my aunt calling.

Oh and I cannot emphasis how fucking cheap the cabs there are, well the downside it's dangerous also la but still. Typical Singaporean :-)



So we didn't get our partying so FOOD hahahah food always helps :-) And I think we bought too much food oops. AND K.O got a little scared of sleeping because well (my reasons yup) so there were 3 beds and I went to squeeze with Kwan on one bed hahahah oops



DAY 2

One of the shiokest feeling smoke on beddddddd

Well, so morning, Kwan tried to drag me out of bed and I didn't want to wake up same old, so we decided we didn't want to follow our aunt and others to the 1/2 tour trip because it's just floating market/scenery all that so we slept in :-) Just Kwan and I haha.

The hotel had complimentary breakfast (well at least) that ends at 10am, so we went there at 9.40am haha and fastest buffet breakfast ever cause we left at 9.45, what?? we ate like 5 min only haha. But it wasn't that wow just average. But it's free so ya I think that's a good reason for getting up.

Went back to sleep after breakfast haha the Kwan legacy of laziness and out around the afternoon!









Walked shopped bargained. And I cannot bargain for fucks sake. I tried the first time and the uncle without hearing anything else just straight up rejected me and gave me this fierce face wahlao scary haha so I got scared and didn't try anymore. Not in my blood la wahlao. BUT the second time I tried :-))) I got discount!!!! YES!!! HHAHHA but it's because we were girls and (in his words) Kasey and I were beautiful hhaha. 


Coconut ice cream :-) not as nice as chatukchak which we went the previous time, oh it will do :-) Super wasted couldn't go to the weekend market :-(((

Dinner to put all our heavy bags down and lepak in hotel(changed rooms) and night market shopping!!!!!! my fav haha



We met up with Kwan's friends to shop around Platinum area. And one of Kwan's friend Andrew is a thai boy(obviously knows thai) so we got discount for most of our loots hehe. So next time leve the bargaining to your thai friend cause it's the best haha they say one sentence ok already don't need to por somemore wahlao 

day 2 loots :-))))))))))

Back to hotel we were sticky an shit so washed up and body massage HAHAHA. So I've NEVER did massage before because I never liked it because in chinese pa yang (scared itchy) so yup. But Kwan and Kasey had the craziest idea to do full body massage and I didn't want to be alone in the hotel or sitting down there like an idiot so I joined them.

So I think you guys can imagine how it went already, press one time 'ahh!' press another 'oww!' hahah I kept laughing non stop because it was so itchy omg and intense if you get what i'm saying.
Oh and my masseuse was a guy, I think they choose according to your body size idk oh well. Well it was really painful for me because it was my first time, so I didn't know how the fuck it's pleasuring/relaxing for people. Kwan said that guy poor thing because he had to deal with most of my shit haha, my uncontrollable laughter, my fidgets and my hair HAHA. Hair because the massage includes head massage so my hair is all balled up so he couldn't do it.  


But well, after all it was indeed good but my left leg hurts/ache like mad. They say if it's hurt after means there's probably gonna be a problem isit?? idk ah won't be my last time massaging I think haha



DAY 3

I like my dress I don't care aunty or what :-(((

Wanted to go the morning market at 5am but couldn't wake up hahah like usual aunt and the others went out in the morning for other sight seeing like Chinatown, Kwan and I were not interested so sleep! At least we woke up a little earlier this time haha



Met Andrew (thai boy) for his bargaining skills oops hahaha. And tuktuk to mukata (which wasn't open because it was too early oh man) so we went to siam! First time on a tuktuk haha because the previous time we were all scared we kena scam or the driver to bring us somewhere else but this time got thai boy so ok hehe




I wished I bought more though :-(


nothing much at siam so it was like a wasted trip because we tuktuk back to plantinum area haha

Lunch at the famous wanton mee area which I last blogged about. So bascially this trip is not much because all the places worth blogging (ESP FOR SHOPPING) is in the other blog post, we didn't managed to cover much shopping this time round because 1) never arrange time properly 2) too little days. 


Guess what, nua again lor haha. Watched some reality show and finally got our asses of the bed to shop a little.





And head to Baiyoke sky for buffet dinner!! It was expensive thoughhhhhh S$40/person but we didn't pay because my aunt did :-(


park kore already hahahahha

what a risk right I managed to put one feet out wow I deserve an award

Haha perks having a sister, kwan and I usually take for two servings and we share :-)

The dinner buffet was actually not bad! They had crabs, prawns and steaks yummy hehe!! 


Yup kwan and I, we're the family with the noisy child 

Kwan said I look like ahma in this dress :-( photo proof i'm humiliated in her snapchat 




TO THE BAIYOKE SKY ROOFTOP


THIS IS NOT THE VIEW IT GETS BETTER 





AND UP UP UP TO THE 84TH FLOOR SOME REVOLVING THING THAT SHOWS YOU THE VIEW OF BKK WAS IS GOOOOOOD 




tip your toes and your legs would look nicer hahahaha unless your legs already look good so ya




I love this picture its just the quality argh

stupid boy can never get out of photos

yup i've to keep holding on to my dress because its super windy haha kwan and kasey were complaining they could smell my smelly dreads :-P OOPS 






this cheeky boy 




After dinner went to night market shopping at siam area!!! Tuktuk there, siam night markets were most expensive compared to the rest of the clothing markets. Thought we got a chance to shop at the other night market at Victory Monument but we were too late :-( we reached around 11 plus if I'm not wrong. Yup more Victory Monument on the precious bkk blogpost!



So mrted back to our hotel and took a cab back because Kasey gave up walking haha 

Didn't want to sleep because we couldn't miss the morning market already because this bkk trip shopping trip super unproductive argh. And guys remembered I said if you see sth go get it, don't wait and think you can go back to the path (well you can but it's wasting time!!!!!!) but just buy!!!!!!!!!!!!!




DAY 4

Sleepless night and morning market at 5am!!!

BANGKOK 666


So apparently, our morning went a little chaotic I would say. Walked around the morning market located near Bayioke area, the clothings were somewhat limited and we went too early because most of the shops were not opened yet and I think it's just this season I'm not sure? The clothes argh. 
We also didn't have time on our side because we had to reach the hotel by 8 to catch the driver who's gonna drive us to the airport, and also we had alot of left over cash to spend so it was a little wasted. Nope, just wasn't a good day. 


shirt don't match at least my sandals and pants does :-)))


Because the van no place cb what kind of fucking service is this people pay you then in the end sit behind the boot area

Finally the airport












life goal: to come back a hobo 

FINALLY THE FUCKING PLANE AND IT TOOK LONG ENOUGH GODDAMN 






Just like that, home. 

Well this trip was hell of a ride. But it sure was still enjoyable but just not as good as before so I guess that's why there's not much effort put in this post (totally find my previous bkk trip super detailed)