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I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. ― Marilyn Monroe

January 29, 2013

If only I could give you what you deserve.

Sometimes it's nice to give people encouragement and keep them holding on. It's nice to see people have that sudden boost of confidence after hearing out what you've said. Although it may be them faking it and not wanting you to worry too much but, it's nice to see them fine. 
Because someday sometimes somehow you want people to do the same to you too.

Hi Guys :) I haven't blog for quite a long time eh. I've nothing much to blog actually but well........... here we go?

This was when I was suppose to head to school in the evening for some dumb talk but I overslept! So met up with Kerwin then cycled to his place to have a little chat with Don :)






Nothing much then! I forgot which Saturday! But went out on one of the Saturdays to Ikea :) With Josie, Don and Marcus! Hmmm went there with Don first while Josie went to fetch Marcus ;)

Thanks Don for the photos againnnnnnnn










And we did the most (okay la not most but kind of) embarrassing thing in Ikea. Self timer shot haha and everybody was looking hahahahaah





And Josie's dad came and fetched us home :> Thanks jojo and jojo papa!



Hmmm so this was on Fri! Cycling with the guys :)





Yea I know there'e sth growing on my eye. It's bigger and painful now :( Got to get it check soon but no time :(((((((((((


 Then head over to Rozanne's place :)




Chilled, ate, talked, watched a little and daddy came to send me home :( 

Had dinner with the guys on Saturday!



Not much too so yea :) 

I've nothing to say about school just the same usual so damn sick of school stuff. Don't get why the school always like screwing people over goddamn.

I really do love you a lot, and I hope you know that. It hurts seeing you all emotional. It hurts seeing you hurt. It hurts seeing you give up on yourself just like that. It hurts seeing you lose hope. It hurts seeing your tweets all sad and confuse. It hurts seeing the girl who used to be so cheerful and  always smiling becoming someone who lost almost all the confidence in herself. It hurts knowing I'm not good enough to keep you occupied from all of your sad memories. It hurts knowing I'm not funny enough to tell you jokes to make you laugh. It hurts knowing that I failed as a sister and a friend to protect you from getting hurt. It hurts knowing I can't kiss or hug the pain away. It hurts most knowing you're all down yet I can't do anything to help........ 



xx

January 17, 2013

It's my fault to think you'll be true.


Hi guys! :) Its been quite long since I last posted huh. I thought I would blog more often actually because I'm more free now. But nooooooo because 
1) I've nothing to blog about because all my days kind of repeats like school>stayback>home
2) Lazy :P
3) No photos! 
4) I don't have an interesting life

So yah :) Here we gogogogo.

I forgot when was this but Popeye's with Kwan! 







I miss her so much now :( She went for school camp but she's coming home tmr though exciteeeed!!!! But glad she could go somewhere else to get some fresh air and take a short break from life. Most of the time when she's home she will feel sad and somehow don't wanna be here. I really like having her home but it really hurts me seeing her like this. I know I often say I wished I had my own room and stuff but having her here really enlighten this house's mood. But then again, I just want her to be happy. So where ever you are Kwan, if you're happy then nothing else matters :) 

Together forever never apart, maybe in distance but never in heart. 


And Friday :) Didn't go to school because I was having terrible sore eyes for like 2 days already. So teachers asked me to rest anyways :P so okay lor! Manage to catch up on an extra 4 hr of sleep cause got to wake up at 10 plus for some family dinner! But AMAZING that 4 hrs of sleep turned my whole evil scary looking red eyes to white!!!!




Um nothing much later just cycling with the guys!


And this was on Saturday! Was suppose to accompany Darien to do his 2nd session of ink. And I woke up all early and stuff, got ready like 5 min faster so I won't burden him BUT as I was just about to leave home THE FUCK his tattoo artist last min postpone. The fucking fuck asdfghjkl. It's okay I went back to sleep anyways. 




Then met Kitty, Josie, Kerwin and Marcus at Bishan for dinner! Went to collect my specs also :) Super happy that finally I could see without my contacts on at home!








Nothing much happened also la but this reminded me that I need to go CNY shopping with Kwan asap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


And nowwwww Sunday! Went to Anchorvale CC in the morning to collect Kwan's and my bursary :D then head to town area for shopping!~~~~~~~~~~~~ 







But mostly window shopping though because I don't know why Kwan really think twice before getting the stuff she wants. So I got influence and think twice before getting my stuff too ----> end up? So many things never buy!!!!! Hands super itchy but I guess we really did save about 200?

Not much photos because their in Kwan's camera and she lost the cable!!!! So I can't upload it here but a few only la so aiya. Then went to get Darien's 2nd session ink.


He sat there for about 2-3 hrs? Haha and Kwan and I were just using our phones and reading magazines there :) Cabbed back to Sengkang and dinner! And home cause there's school tmr zzz


And here's two random photos of me and Josie in the science lab :)



And now finally today :) No photos though but went to Josie's place to mahjong after school! It has been long since I touched them! Nothing much but manage to catch up a little with Kerwin and Mingfen! 


Soooooooo how has school been for me? Well, yea things have been different compared to sec 4. I thought there wouldn't be much difference but there is. Not stress level and study wise but some other stuff..... The same old feeling just ain't there anymore. Oh well, I can't wait for the mid year though when it gets nearer to our big exam. Call me crazy and stuff but at least I would discipline myself to study more. Now, I just can't help it but slack. So tired of school already................

See ya!

xx