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I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. ― Marilyn Monroe

February 28, 2012

I guess there really is no starting over, is there?

Hey guys I'm back today! Wanted to blog on Sunday at Josie's house, but I got distracted hahahaahaa! 


(What I wrote on Sun)
Hey guys! I'm blogging at Josie's house today wheeeee. I'm so bored now, the guys are using comp for their own stuffs. Haha seriously Computer > Mahjong. Well, there's e-learning tmr sooooo NO SCHOOL WHEEEEEEE x2! But there's still school on Tues! Haha! Next week will be the March Holidays already argh supa fast.



Went for dinner at AMK than off to Josie's place! :)


Photography Josie not inside. :(

Well basically, the stay over was ratherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....... okay lah, at least we bonded a little I guess! Super grumpy wumpy in the morn! >:( I need sleep!!!!!







Ordered Macs in the morning! Poor Joseph didn't had his meal cause misordered or sth!


Went home to change out of the stickyness clothes then Ajisan with Don and Josie at Compass! Then off to tuition! THAT WAS LIKE THE LONGEST TUITION EVER OMG. Josie and I were like falling asleep....

Okay lah! Nth much actually! 

School today was rather..... Okay.... Josie and Kerwin said it passed rather fast. :/ But I don't think so lah. 

I forgot when was this........... I think recess right???

Yep! Is my classmate's birthday tmr which is a leap year hahahahah! Ms Divya is gonna buy cake tmr wheeeeeeeeeee



WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Okay, I was helping my mum to transfer some stuff from her hard disk to another one or sth. And I found..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................



HAHAHHAAHAH CUTE RIGHT?!?!? YES IT'S ME. Idk when was it tough! P1/2 I guess???? Cause I was wearing my Primary school uniform! :)))) But my face shape never change ah............................ :/ 

Super excited for Fri! Cause I bought ____________________ and I know she's gonna love it! Wheeeeeeeee!!! :D Busy busy busy March I THINK! Tata for now! Love yas! <3


xx

February 25, 2012

Where were you when my walls came falling down?

Hey guys! It has been a lazy Saturday! :) Trying out curls~~~~~~~~~





Okayyyyy I know the curls are kindaaaaaaa not as nice as other curls. I'm still figuring how to use the curler out okay! But I really love themmmmm. Hmmmm, but nah haha I'll never perm my hair though! Not saying they're bad, maybe I just kinda like straight hair more. Maybe just do some curls with a hair curler~ While after awhile the curls will like become straight though. It's kinda straight already now! 

Hmmmmm, I can't really have this unproductive Saturday..... I shall do some Math now! 

xx


How can you tell if someone really cares or someone who's just curious?

Hi guys! It has been a veryyyy super fast weekend I swear! It's frid... nope Saturday! Friday nights are always the best, not cause of going out or stuff like that. It's knowing that I get to sleep my entire morning on Sat. :D Always so bloody hella tired esp on Thurs/ Fri morn! 


Okay this was random, and I swear this is an unglam shot but I think I look so cute! :)

Going to Josie's house for a "stay over partye" on Sun! Gonna play mahjong till we drop I think! Haha! Kinda excited yet........ not. Really got to share stuffs with bbg, I can't handle these stuffs on my own... It's too..... Aiya.

Let me see you put your hearts up yea! :) <3





Spent my Fri night with Kerwin, Joseph and Qi wei AGAIN. Well, maybe not again but aiya same lah.

SALUTE TO THIS PERSON WHO DREW THIS AT GRAFFITI CAFE @ NEX! 

Okay lah, I shall post on Sun during the stay over! I miss my bbg..... :'/



xx, Justsoheartache. 

February 20, 2012

Aching in so many ways.

Okay hi guys. I don't know what I am feeling now. I don't know how should I start typing this out. I don't know who to go to, everybody as that somebody, and I'm just myself. I don't know what to feel either. And I don't know how should I react, what the fuck should I do other than crying in front of this mother fucking computer and type this shit out. What the fuck are feelings. 




I hate studying. Yup, give me any fucking word that is fucking stronger than hate, I fucking feel that way about studying. We study for our future. We study to learn. We study for the sake of studying. We study to fucking compete with people around the world. We study to fucking compete over who is better and who is not. Who study to fucking compete over whose job pay is higher and whose is lower. True? Think about it. We fucking study for money, to get higher pays in future. And by that, we have to study harder and get some fucking degree and apply for some fucking high job pay. And if we don't, we don't get the fucking degree and we can't fucking apply for those higher rank jobs. WHY THE FUCK HIGHER AND LOWER JOB RANK EXIST. So people could differentiate who the fuck are the more hardworking ones?


Argh I'm I even suppose to be thinking all this stuff. Cause I hate studying. And if I don't study, I can't get into a fucking Poly/ITE = die in society. Can't MOE think of some other methods other then fucking comparing higher and lower job ranks.


Whatever, let today be today. I shouldn't drag about these fucking stuffs tmr. FUCK




P/S: Sorry jojo...... I think you know why.

February 19, 2012

How would things be like if I hadn't met you?



Hey guys! Awesome sat night! :) Sorry wanted to blog like on Sat, cause it's Sun now. But I went out instead cause of someoneeeeeeeeee hor jojo. Went to find Josie, Kerwin, Joseph, Marcus and Yeehao at Kovan! Went dinner then went for pooling! But good girl doesn't play pool hehe :P But lucky they only played for an hour cause I was sooo bored! :/



Then bused to Josie's house for mahjong session! Wheeeee. Really waiting for the day that all of us could really play till we drop, like da tong xiao, hahaahha. And thanks Jojo for the honey water just now!!! Really sweeeeet! <3 it! Gonna have chalet at the end of the year! Excited excited! Actually Joseph is already opening one during his birthday, I THINK.


Cab home againnnnn. Damn. 2nd taxi driver asked was I a Singaporean. The 1st one was on Fri night. Both asked because I didn't know the route back home. They were both rather chatty lah. The 1st one was joking saying I'm from outer space and telling me not to live my life blur blur, the 2nd one was telling me about his past life and called me to study hard if not go out find job hahah. Okay lah, but they both were really nice cause both of the fares were 11 plus, both of them charged me at $10 wheeeee. 


Okay guys, wanted to blog about family just now, but I'm feeling rather happy now hehe! But my head is hurting like a bitch. Should be cause I slept too long on Sat..... Gonna spend some time studying and revision tmr! :)


xx, Justsoheartache.

February 18, 2012

Wishing for the things that I can never have.

Hey guys! School was pretty fast this week! 


Kinda weird hahahaahah, guess what's the diff! ;)

How did you guys spent your Valentine? :) Mine was pretty interesting! Well, I think the best so far! :)))))

My first Valentine present! <3 From kwannnnnn

Kwan made chocolates for her friends!

I got cookies too :D Jolyn baked them hehe :D

My Valentine cards to my friends :> Not last min hor!!!!!!!!

K lah, it was a rather tiring week 7 come to think of it. All the homework dateline and tests and stuff. Damn, it's freaking me out.


TGIF~! But there was some principal's talk in the evening! Well, went to Josie's house to play Mahjong then her dad sent all of us to school! (Explains the lorry photo) Yea, and I just realized how fast examinations are coming, and how little time I have left.......... And I'm not even confident in ANY subject. Why like that...


I shall blog tmr! :) Bye guys! 





xx, Justsoheartache.