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I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. ― Marilyn Monroe

May 23, 2013

Sugar coated lies> Cold hurtful truth

Hey guys. I was suppose to blog the previous Sunday cause I did have time and I really wanted to blog but blogger gave me problems so I gave up. It was giving me problems earlier on too but oh well I guess I fixed it.

Here's how last week has been.

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It was the last paper of mid year aka POA paper. Met up with Josie and Don first and off to Queensway to find sth for Marcus.

I don't usually apply make up when I'm out with them but I'll try you all why later :/

Had Laksa and Curry Chicken Rice at Queensway shopping center  The food and everything was okay but the only thing I didn't like was kind of the sitting. I've to sit in an awkward position which was hard to eat
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And off to Mustafa!!!!!!!!!!!! Why Mustafa? Because we went there trying to get alcohol. Sounds weird to you?? YES BECAUSE IT'S WEIRD. Muslims don't drink alcohol damn it. Only realizing it when we got there haha.

So we went to City square mall where we were suppose to catch our movie there with Marcus!


IRON MAN III. I was trying not to cry because I was having my make up on :( Don't wanna look like a total freak after the movie. But okay la, the movie wasn't really sad but ohwell, I'm a emotional wreck.


Got some snacks and off to the sky park to chill :-)


And tada, managed to get some chilled drinks. Unsure was it because of the makeup or was it because of my credit card. But anyways we got sth light because we didn't wanna get drunk out of nowhere (totally not near our house)

OH YA THANKS DON FOR THE PHOTOS

Um yes, I removed my make up because I was feeling uncomfortable and insecure. But guess what, I felt even more insecure after removing it zz.


Head to Kovan for a little snack then home.


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Saturday was a chill Saturday :-) Had work in the morning came home watch a little bit of tele and went to bed. Was suppose to head out at night but ditched it because mummy was feeling unwell and didn't want to leave her alone at home with John. So me being a good girl decide to stay home and eat the food she cooked!

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Sunday! No tution in da morning :-D But had to wake up early for family lunch. It's a lunch celebration for belated Mother's day and advance Father's day.

It was alright at first. All ready and all happy until......





*thunder sound* Until here. Aiya it was a long story. Just daddy got in a bad mood. Then mummy got in a bad mood. And then Kwan got in a bad mood. So I got in a bad mood. Fuck all the bad mood.

(P/S: I'm trying to cut down on my F words and all the other chinese vulgarities. But I'll still use it la if it's necessary, in the previous F on top: Yes it's necessary :-P But I'm really trying to cut down!!! Esp verbally so don't provoke me.) 

So despite all the bad mood we still got there, plaza sing: 1 Market. The food was so so but I guess it was rather popular among the Muslims, should be the Muslim food is nice there la.



The power of filter:


It was a really awkward lunch if you ask me. (With daddy's side relatives)

After lunch went separate ways with all of them muahahahaha. Kwan and I went to do a little bit of makeup and off to shopping time!

Haha we weren't the only one dolling up in the toilet though, there were filipino prostitutes behind us dolling up too. But they were really nice :-) 
(To Josie and Don: haha i wanna give them flowers ifyouknowwhatimean)

Plaza Sing>Bugis Street>Bugis Junction
Didn't manage to find what we were looking for so... tea break :-) Brought Kwan to eat Everything With Fries!



Typical. HAHHAHAHAH kidding kwan i love you <3

Total regret on letting Kwan try this. Should have let her try the salmon :-(

Bugis Junction>313>Scape Underground






Trying out the new smoothie shop at 313. Just right at the corner. (Maybe it's not that new hmm not a often 313-ian so idk)


I want to go Bangkok to shop :-( Singapore is so boring! Oh anyways, we tried not going into shops that accept credit cards hahah because I'm trying to limit my spending too. :-)



And Kwan went to meet up with her boys while I went home alone.again.hais.standard.
I went home and scream at mummy "KITTY PANGSEH WO" ;-( i really did, no kidding hahha.

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Monday was even more chilled than Saturday omg. Haha. It was marking day so don't have to head to hell that day :-) Caught up on my sleep although I woke up at freaking 3pm because of the mother goddamn construction right above my house. Bunch of idiots. But poor Kwan woke up at 2pm. We could have slept longer but ohwell.

Spend the afternoon and evening watching the tele tgt :-D

Went to compass at night with Kwan.






We were hungry from lying on the bed the whole day watching tele :-( It took up a lot of energy okay! So swenson's :-)



❤ My pretty lil angel 


hi. kwan says im a ball.



~Here comes foodie~ Okay now maybe I don't blame my relatives or friends who call me fat :-/ But it still hurts k

Do people actually eat finish the entire bread? No right?? We just ate like not even 1/4 of the bread hahah.


 ~And here comes dessert~ 



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So for Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday(today) were shit. We collected our results and idk how am I suppose to feel. Part of me don't really care because it's just Midyear while part of me is screaming at myself for being so fucking dumb and stupid. (p/s: 2nd f word :-( ) I FAILED ENGLISH I FUCKING FAILED ENGLISH. SAYING THIS ALWAYS MAKES ME WANNA CRY. I know I can't go many places failing it I HAVE COMMON SENSE U DON'T HAVE TO FUCKING REMIND ME HOW STUPID I AM THANKS.
It's the end of mid year but my Chinese 'o' level is near. In fact, very near. I don't know if I'm ready or not. Yes, I would be devastated if I had to retake Chinese in November but I guess I would be more than prepared that time. But I've got to try now, got to depend on my luck I guess. 



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