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I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. ― Marilyn Monroe

July 30, 2010

It meant nothing. Nothing to you.... Eternity?

Maybe i was wrong. 
Maybe this love is never true. 
Maybe we aren't made to be. 
Maybe everything was a lie.
Maybe everything was just a dream.
Maybe i think too much.
Maybe i love you too much.....
Why can't you treasure this love. Why can't you just treat me right. 
Why can't i make you really happy when you're with me. 
I'm i such lousy girlfriend. Is it that hard to make you please and 
really proud of me. Or is it my expectations are too high. Or i
think way too much. Or my fault that i can't make you please. Or 
i just ain't good enough for you. Or i'm not a good girlfriend. 
I don't know what's wrong with us. Or with me or you. We're different.
Very different. Recalling the past, this love wasn't like this. 
Our minds don't think alike. We lost patience in each other. And 
even trust. I think i was naive last time, can love really be eternity. 
I'm lied to myself. I lied to my heart. We shared joy and laughters that
i cannot forget together. But, why do i only remember those tears and
your hurtful words so damn clearly. Why does it seems like it just happen 
the day before. You could find a better girl, a girl who listens to your words 
deep inside your heart. Who won't make you angry and sad. Who isn't 
like me. I guess, it's over... I think, it should be. We went through so much.
It's enough, enough for me. I can't love you anymore..... 


Take care. I broke my promise, the promise that i won't ever end this relationship.
If you're planning to give me back my stuffs i've given you. Please don't. Throw it
away. Before i say goodbye to you, i just have one word for you: Sorry. 

Today is the 9 months and 1 day we had together. Today is the last day. 

July 19, 2010

Nobody wants the person who hurt them to ever
 see how badly they’ve been hurt..

If only I had one wish, I’d want a million, trillion lifetimes that I could spend 
with you. I’ll fall in love with you, again and again. :-)))))



19July2010



Went to baby's house right after school. :) He didn't neglect me over th comp or anything. :) 
We were both so close! I like alot alot! I just love being close to him. :) I'm happy today. :) :)

18July2010




Me, Cousin and Sist.
All th children. :) All my cousins! Unfortunately some were not there. :(
FAMILY! Tadadada!


HiHiHiHiHiHiHi! Early in th morning about 11 plus woke up to celebrate ah ma 70th 
birthday!?@!#^&*() Okay but too bad. :) We were all late! Eat at turf city, had lunch. After 
that went to walkwalkwalkwalkwalk & lastly homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! (Y)


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BTW! Where all my blog readers go... How come no more tag anymore. T_T ! Tag please? :)


I'm soooo tired, but i'm not tired of loving you. :-*


Ciao! ~

xx, Screwedup-heartzx!

July 17, 2010

You not only stole my kiss, you stole my heart.

I would tell you “I love you” every single moment of my life if I could.
But everytime I see you, you took my breath away. -runawaytrain.


I Love You.... :')

Hey blog readers! My back posting! School sucks. D: I hate english book reviews! Gotta do 1 
on 6 power points slide. Awwww. Due on MONDAY! Suckzxxzxzxz. Today, i'm going to maple
all th way! Just a little time for blogging and facebook and and twitter. I WAN MY DRAGON
TO GROW BIGGER!!! :DD Chiong ah!!! Okay, today is my ah ma birthday. :) Having steam
boat later on at my house! All my cousins coming! Muahahahahhha! Okaythtall! Byebyebye!



Maybe I am scared because you mean more to me than anyone 
else. Maybe I am scared because you touched my heart in a way 
that no one has ever did. (P/S: I love you)


xx, Screwedup-heartzx.

July 13, 2010

i wanna be th reason why your heart jumped out of your chest. :)

"Loving someone does not need to use words 
to express it, Use your heart instead."



(LONG POST AHEAD! PHOTO SPAMMMMMM!!!!)


Went to shir house after school to do th literature project! School is BORING. TOTALLY!!!!!
Sorry baby that i couldn't accompany you. :( :( Tml okeh! I promise! Okeh, me donkey and 
kerwin went to shirmaine's house! We done alot of things. :D And we camwhore alot too! (Y)
Donkey left bout 5+  !!!! So me kerwin and shir complete th work! :D Homed around 8+ ! 
Celebrate my mother's birthday! My godma bought th cake. :) But th cake jitao all black! But
i decorate it and cut fruits to add on it!!! :D Sweet?? :) I love my mummy! Okay lah! 
PHOTOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

(Th first shot shirmaine unglam!) 
Our very first complete literature thing. :)
Camwhore~~~ Hao lian yi xia!
(: 
Cool not! Me and shir th post same one! Shir say both guys look like maid. :)
High!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Donkey funeral photo! Jk. :)


Okeh~ Shir strated spamming. :)
We found out. :)
I FOUND OUT! :D
Donkey push away th cute winnie! 
But th winnie is still back. :D
Laugh~~
HELLO KITTY PILLOW!
Donkey dont wanna it to cover his face. :D
I gone. :) Finding for more pillows! :D









I SWEAR I WAS SUPER HIGH MOOD THT NIGHT!!!!!

Unglam! :D














YAY I CAME BACK! :D







TAHN LATER TH EFFECTS! :D







(Y)!
Suppose to have th kiss sign one! But we fail! 
Thats explain so many blowing kiss. :)




BIBI!! My heart for youu!



Black teeth!!




We were saying this was like ms divya hair. :)




:D :D :D



And finally, our face were back to normal. :D
Nao , we and kerwin. :)
You dont wanna see this.
YUCK! Gross ttm!

Shirmaine and donkey came in!!! :D








See no evil. :)
Hear no evil. :)
Say no evil. :)
END! BYEBYE!!!! Donkey went home. :)

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& Lastly, 


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! I LOVE YOU MMMM!!! 
(Plain chocolate cake, added ice topping, kiwi, cheery etc!)
Hope you like th cake we made. Hope thats th most nicest cake you ever had. :) Hope you 
stay healthy always and be by my side through all my sec school and even when i'm marriage.
Sorry for everything i caused. I love you a.l.w.a.y.s, i wont scold vulgars at you anymore! I
swear! Confirm plus chop! :( Lastly, thanks for giving birth to me and giving me a wonderful
life. You my one and only mum, no body can ever change this fact. (L)(K)

Kaykay, thts all for today! Bye blog readers. :) tata~
OMG! I really spammed my blog~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. :)


xx, Screwedup-heartzx.
Baby, you're one in a million! ILY!