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I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. ― Marilyn Monroe

August 26, 2010

Maybe sometimes what we’re doing is not enough; but sometimes, that’s all we’ve got.

It’s amazing to fall asleep in your arms 
and wake up, still wrapped in them, knowing 
that you never let go.
-thisisyourrelationship


Hi readers. :) I'm sosososo damn tired! But i still post okay!! Sigh! I'm going to sleep early today!
I need a loooong rest. ^^ So i won't feel like sleeping in class. Cuz, later sleep le. SOMEBODY who should
be reading my blog now doesn't like hor!!!!!! :) Went to Hot park at th Henderson wave there to walk
for th bloody CIP! Waste time one! Th weather was like hot only canzzxzxzxxz! I swear i hated th sun
back then! But poor baby help me carry my bag through out. :) Love you okay! <3 After CIP went to dabao
food and home with baby. :) Okay lah, it's tiring. But i had fun. ^^


My baby photos. :) 



Best photo with mum and dad. :)


Cute right?!?!?! :)

And, this is Netball sec 2s! <3
(kinda late now, but i posted it! Instead of facebook tag!)


Okay! End of here! BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

xx, Screwedup-heartzx.
I miss you. :) Alot!

August 22, 2010

Watch me burn.

The first person who’s on your mind the moment
 you open your eyes after a night of sleep is 
the reason either for your happiness, or pain.
 -runawaytrain.


Hi Blog Readers!!! I had fun today, haha! Firstly, went to compass with baby. We didn't know 
where to go. Ate lunch at long john silver than went to punggol park with szehong and jane! 
Before that TH WEATHER WAS FREAKING HOT OKAYYYYYYYYYYY! Ruined my mood. 
But i'm stil happpy. :) Saw bibi, miss him sosososososo much! :* Ate lunch and went to Pp. :) 
Slack and so many mosquito! Baby got bitten, AHAHHAHAHH!!!! Orbee quack! xD Joking!~
Of cause i heart pain lahh, aiyo! Play swing thn went to sit and talk. :) AND thats when i lost
MY EZ LINK CARDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!! Heart pain! So 
careless of me. :'( Tsk~ Went to mamashop buy drinks than went to void deck to sit. :) About
7 - 8 plus home! So tired. :) Yet i had fun. But i LOST MY EZLINK CARD?#$%?^)?(!!!! ;Hai!

Pig face! 
See! Empty one! Who wanna buy me sticky!!!!! :D
THISISSOCOOL!
THISISSOCOOL2!
Lovelovelovelovelove. xD
I wish singapore will snowwww!!!
:/

andandandand


I WANNA CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN!
I WANNA CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN!
I WANNA CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN!
I WANNA CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN!
I WANNA CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN!
I WANNA CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN!
I WANNA CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN!
Blog readers, should i??? :) Gimmie advise! Okay, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! <3



xx, Screwedup-heartzx.
I love you alot alot alot!!!! <333333

August 21, 2010

No hurtful words already okay?


SO.BORED.SERIOUSLY.
Post next time. :-)

August 18, 2010

Things really doesn't go th way you wanted it to.

每一次都这样.
It's always like that.
难道你不累吗? 那时我说要分手.
Won't you feel tired? That time when i wanted to break up.
为什么你不让我走? 现在就一次又一次伤害我.
Why wouldn't you let me go? Hurting me again and again now.
你说以后不会吵架了. 那现在呢?
You said we would not fight anymore. What happen now?
我真的不明白. 是不是你忘了? 
I really don't understand. Or is it you forgot about it?
你懂我们吵的时候, 你对我说的每一句话.
Do you know your words are really hurtful when we fought.
就像刀子刺了我的心. 真的好痛好痛.
It's like a knife poking into my heart. It's really hurtful.
吵了又吵. 我们两都伤心难过, 值得吗?
We fought again and again. We both got upset and disappointed. Is it worth it?
吵架的时候, 都会是我的错.
When we fought, it will always be my fault.
对,我承认有时是我没有心情开玩笑. 就像静静一下.
Yes, i agree. Sometimes i really don't have the mood to joke. Just feel like quieten down.
但是我每一次也都会逼出一个笑容给你看, 不是吗?
But not matter what i still would force a smile for you, i'm i right?
你也有没有想过你对我说话的态度是这么样的.
You never thought about the way how you talked to me.
我真的好难过. 爱你真的很辛苦,你懂不懂?
I'm really disappointed. Loving you is really pain and tiring, do you know that?
每一次吵架就一个人哭着睡觉.
When we fought, i just cry myself to sleep quietly.
我一直想明天会好, 但我错了. 我好傻..
I always thought tommorrow will be okay, but i was wrong. I'm like a fool.
我应不应该放弃呢..我自己也不知道.
Should i give up.. Me myself son't even know.
说了这么多都没有用, 都会一样的..
Saying all this, it's no use. It will all be the same..




 我牺牲了我累了..
xx, Screwedup-heartzx. 

August 14, 2010

Don't forget to love yourself.

Inside every woman's heart is a girl who dreams of a prince
charming. Maybe not the perfect one she imagined when she was a 
kid, but someone who can appreciate and love her for who she truly
is and sweep her off her feet. -terearigo


Hi readers. :) It's long i've use my comp. It's long i've mapled!!! Yesterday went to YOG 
soccer match as a class outing. The first match wasn't really exciting. But th second one was 
Singapore Vs Zibawawe. I think th spelling somehow liddat luh. ~ After th match when to 
hougang mac with baby, fat, szehong and co. Ate and th rest left. Left me baby and fat. Rush 
to take th last train to sengkang. Fat went to buy cig than went to compassvale. Russell 
brathe came too. We were all planning to sneak in to my old primary sch but eventually no.
They went to puff puff puff. But i swear i did not. :) I'm a good girl eating my sweeeet. About
4 plus went home, alone. Can believe that now is 7th month and i'm walking along th road 
alone. :( But eventually i finally reach home. :D Changed, sleep. AND I WOKE UP ON 11 
PLUS TODAY FOR MY TUITION!!! But i went back to sleep and up at 4 plus. :) Wonder how
i'm i gonna sleep again later. Haha. :D Okay! End! I love you bibi boy





xx,Screwedup-heartzx.

August 08, 2010

Your knife, my back. My gun, your head.






Love is handing someone a gun
and letting it point to your head,
believing that he won't pull the trigger.
-Spongebob Squarepants.



Hi blog readers! I'm back! :) Yesterday was so tiring. ~ Tuition till 2.30, i really use alot of
brain cells! After tuition, MAPLE! Maple till 8 plus?? Went to Giant with family. Very long 
didnt went there. The place didn't even change too. I SAW SEAH YI FANG! World so small.
Hahahs! :D Bought my favourite sushi and homeee! Playing maple now. :) Can anyone buy me
@cash?? I will love you ttm!  Hehe!! <33

Btw readers, help me choose which character more pretty! A or B! Tell me in my tagboard! 
Pretty pleaseeeeee. Thanks! :-) Byebye!

A                                            B

If there ever comes a day when we can't be together, 
keep me in your heart, i'll stay there forever. (:
xx, Screwedup-heartzx.

August 06, 2010

Our love for each other grew so much that a day apart was intolerable.

I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold
you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I 
truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go. 
I love you.


Hi lovely blog readers. :) I'm posting again. This few days, i'm really addicted to maple. I've no
time for homework. No time for facebook. And BLOGGING too. Aww, but i really enjoyed it w/ my dearest baby boy. I have alot of homework. :( But thanks to YOG! No school.~ So i can
slowly do le! I hate my mother, i feel like shouting and screaming at her. How? I already had
enough lor. She's taking advantage of me. Or i'm i thinking too much. Yawns, so tired! Okeh~
Got to off le! Byebey readers! K3k3. <3 Hearts for all. :) ℒℴvℯ yℴu bi. <3



xx, Screwedup-heartzx.
Sleeping is nice, you just forget everything for that little while. :)

August 01, 2010

Wouldn't it be the perfect crime if I stole your heart, and you stole mine? :)


Your unhappy eyes seem to push me to the edge of a cliff..
Even if it is before your eyes, we still can't focus on it.
A world without you is just like winter without the anticipation of spring.
Without you accompanying by me side, my four seasons are only left with winter.
Sorrowful and happy memories keep repeating themselves. The world calms down.
There is my longing for you, and the vast emptiness you've left behind.
Do you hear it?/ The sound of loneliness quietly spreading.
It dwells between us, wasting away our forever..
The call of my yearning ringing across every street..

No matter how far you run, when you feel tired and look back, 
I will be right by your side. (:
- unrequitedlove

Life is seriously tiring, but i choose not to give up.
Once a decision is done, there's no point turning back but to move on. 

xx, Screwedup-heartzx.