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I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. ― Marilyn Monroe

May 11, 2014

Sad but it's the truth

Sup guys it has been two weeks since I blogged and yeap nothing much changed just lesser time and a little more dramamama.

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Last Monday (28 April) 

super love this daisy duck crop tee was meant to be kwan's because when i saw this from Asos immediately thought of her and bought it for her but hahaha i wore it first :-P

first submission don't have my drawings now because it's handed them up but probably I'll share them with you guys next time!

Went for my first trail of Salvo Drums CCA, forgot did I mention in my previous post but yeah I went to register for Salvo Drums! :) In case you're wondering what exactly it is just google it hahahah or if you're lazy it's something like the lion dance kind of drum the big big  one. Why that? Just find it interesting and I really want to try it out!!! 

So first day of CCA was fun haha made some friends and tried out the drumsssss they taught us some basic druming like the different beats haha so now I'm looking forward to every cca day :-)




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Last Tuesday (29 April)


2nd submission and yep we did this for 3hrs but still I couldn't fully complete it argh

classmate bought donuts for all of us which was really really sweet of her 

Coincidentally saw Rachel, we worked tgt at Manhattan before, which ALSO super coincidentally is Rozanne's classmate hahaahahaha 


Chilled with Rozanne and Don, we all did our different assignments tgt. Kwan came to join after and then Jiarong came down from SIM to join us too.


Bus home with Kwan which was a super tiring and longggggg journey. We board the bus when the sky was still bright and when we finally reach sengkang, poof, dark sky already. You get what I mean?


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Last Wednesday (30 April)

prom blazer meh

Every Wednesday is our class coordinate day and last wednesday was the theme formal.


monochrome formal haha, Ryan the guy in the middle said he looked like a pimp hahahah 



Funan with Don after school to do my macbook's screen protector and other accessories!



Home and movie night with kwan kwan 


































wtf 






cuz we gals 

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Last Thursday (1 May)

HOLIDAY :D So accompanied Kwan to her tattoo appointment which was loooooong and a little unproductive because I did nothing there (ok my fault because I never make use of the 4 hours) So to me it's 4 hours of boredom while for kwan is 4 hours of pain hahahahah (but to kwan she say no pain cuz she strong lor)

To Bras Pasarrrrrrr






Check out her latest blog post for the preview of her tat haha 

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Last Friday (2 May)



got my ezlink card haha yay but it was super inconvenient before the day I could get it because my old ezlink card expired half way so I couldn't go anywhere :-( and i have to activate this card somewhere else too which was equally troublesome wahlao but thank god for concessions 







Wanying came to join us in tp and Rozanne went for class! 

supported Kwan's captain ball match. it was engineering sports day hehe and while her class scored we screamed like crazy wahahaahaha but still I guess because of biasness they lost





 Studied a little more in school while waiting for Rozanne and off to meet my people :-) Went to Shaw centre to sign some contract for our part time job (talk about it next time) and to Cine for Astons!





Walked a little at orchard and chilled a little at sengkang and home 

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Last Saturday (3 May)

Was deciding on whether to go to DOC Refresh where everybody from Design school will go to this refresh thing at sentosa beach and celebrate? Or should I go to my FOC running man with my camp empire people. 

So in the end..... I went out with Kwan for shopping haha 





New Orchard link thing haha 










 Home for tv series night with Kwan!

fucking Grey's Anatomy so sad for what wahlao 





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Last Sunday (4 May)

Went to some job interview thing and met Don and Kerwin later for chill and study??

yes my hair is really in a bad bad bad condition now, going for treatment with kwan this coming wednesday I can't wait haha and I wanna chop chop chop








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Monday (5 May) 



Nothing much just Salvo Drums after school.

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Tuesday (6 May)

DAN DAN DAN hahahahaaa


Met up with Rozanne after school for our tattoo appointments and Kwan came to join us after her school

Rozanne did her cover up and I guess she's super happy about it haha 

becuz i not like kwan i'm tofu, so pain lor for 3hrs 

they say i look like ah lian :(

pasted on the design, half way there, done!

Yes, it's a big piece compared to the others I've done, will I regret in future? Lets see about that when the future comes? But for now I really like it a lot. Thanks to the tattoo artist who customised it for me. :-) 
And does my parents know about it? Yeap I just told them recently and it was quite a shock for them and disappointed as well and they're still under the process of accepting it. (or idk if they will accept it or not) Because nothing can be done now other than accept it right? I know I should have asked them before getting it done but I know their answer = defiantly no and being a stubborn daughter lets just go with it and settle the problem later. But I'm proud of myself that I told them and it took lots of balls and encouragement from my friends because my dad can be rather bad tempered. Haha but it's better than them finding out for themselves which the outcome will be much worser. Oh and it's not that I purposely want to piss my parents off, it's just I'm a fan of body art and I think it's time to let them know. 
(i know bad timing to choose a day i told them on saturday, the day before mother's day sigh sorry mummy)


healing process which is itching like crazy

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Wednesday and Thursday (7 and 8 May)

Went for job training after school (no point telling you guys what job because i backed out recently so ya but briefly it's network marketing if you guys are curious)

super love this dressssssssssssss



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Friday (9 May)

Gave school a miss because I wasn't really in the mood and I was lazy to choose an outfit for school so yup, meet my people. Great night (no photos) 

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So yup it's a little shaky with the relationship of my parents and I now and I can't do anything about it but let time heal it. My mum is kind of not talking to me, so duh we didn't celebrate mother's day but I did wish her ok. Dad is kind of accepting it better than mummy surprisingly but I don't know yet. Yes, they do nag like 
- in future if i were to really like a job and if the industry wouldn't accept my tat how 
- people spend so much money on getting theirs removes so why put 
- why put it in the first place what was I thinking 
- get ready to get discriminated (sad but truth)
- thought daughter would be more filial than son but no
A lot more but you get what I mean right, can you believe it? MY parents. And their discriminating me and yes I'm kind of sad about it. I try not to argue back and just hear what they say because they properly have more to say if I counter them back. But yeah, to let them accept me, I'll to first accept them on what they got to say.

Really thank you to my babes esp Don, Rozanne, Wanying and Darien for advising encouraging me and Kwan for being here emotionally <3 

Now I guess, I just have to be a strong tree. 

"There's a big tree and a small one. A car hit them each separately, for the small one it toppled and nothing happened to the car. For the big one, the car was dent badly but nothing happened to the tree. So take the trees as your beliefs, you shouldn't let anyone else make you stop believing in what you believe and no matter how many people are against it, all you need to do is stand strong for yourself." -from someone who told this to me




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