If only I could give you what you deserve.

Sometimes it's nice to give people encouragement and keep them holding on. It's nice to see people have that sudden boost of confidence after hearing out what you've said. Although it may be them faking it and not wanting you to worry too much but, it's nice to see them fine. 

Because someday sometimes somehow you want people to do the same to you too.

Hi Guys :) I haven't blog for quite a long time eh. I've nothing much to blog actually but well........... here we go?

This was when I was suppose to head to school in the evening for some dumb talk but I overslept! So met up with Kerwin then cycled to his place to have a little chat with Don :)

Nothing much then! I forgot which Saturday! But went out on one of the Saturdays to Ikea :) With Josie, Don and Marcus! Hmmm went there with Don first while Josie went to fetch Marcus ;)

Thanks Don for the photos againnnnnnnn

And we did the most (okay la not most but kind of) embarrassing thing in Ikea. Self timer shot haha and everybody was looking hahahahaah

And Josie's dad came and fetched us home :> Thanks jojo and jojo papa!

Hmmm so this was on Fri! Cycling with the guys :)

Yea I know there'e sth growing on my eye. It's bigger and painful now :( Got to get it check soon but no time :(((((((((((

 Then head over to Rozanne's place :)

Chilled, ate, talked, watched a little and daddy came to send me home :( 

Had dinner with the guys on Saturday!

Not much too so yea :) 

I've nothing to say about school just the same usual so damn sick of school stuff. Don't get why the school always like screwing people over goddamn.

I really do love you a lot, and I hope you know that. It hurts seeing you all emotional. It hurts seeing you hurt. It hurts seeing you give up on yourself just like that. It hurts seeing you lose hope. It hurts seeing your tweets all sad and confuse. It hurts seeing the girl who used to be so cheerful and  always smiling becoming someone who lost almost all the confidence in herself. It hurts knowing I'm not good enough to keep you occupied from all of your sad memories. It hurts knowing I'm not funny enough to tell you jokes to make you laugh. It hurts knowing that I failed as a sister and a friend to protect you from getting hurt. It hurts knowing I can't kiss or hug the pain away. It hurts most knowing you're all down yet I can't do anything to help........ 



xx