JUSTSOHEARTACHE: November 2009

November 30, 2009

Happiness.

Hello readers! *wavewave*
Today had netball training, so damn
tired. Went to eat with Shirmainetwin and josiemei. (:
Wednesday going to have another round of friendly match!
But is against NLSS. They will be coming to our school.
Netballers good luck good luck ! heartshearts.
Theres sth missing from my blog, but idk what. :/ Its weird
man . Anyway , ANYBODY HAVE JOB INTRO? I need money nownownow.
Couple, dont think about it already alrights? Wont so
fast die de, even if so. I will be like a friendly ghost
always be beside you protecting you and dont let you get hurt!
And babybaby, happy belated one month! ^^
HOLYINNOCENTS'HIGH JY OH! ♥

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November 27, 2009

Im afraid that the gap between us will get wider.

Hello people,
long post ahead oh ! (heartzx)

Neo Pei Yi :

thank you for always being there for me .

thank you for baring with all my fucking attitudes .

thank you for accompanying me when i'm bored .

thank you for forgiving and forgetting all my mistakes .

thank you for buying food for me when i'm hungry .

Remember first time you came to my house and we played

water like siao zha bors . Remember the time you accompany me
to Amk HQ and had a heart to heart talk after that . Remember the time
we bought popcorn and nachos to the staircase and watched
a greatgreatgreat "movie" . I really had fun those time , thank you.
Once couples , forever couples.

and lastly ...
Thank you for being my couple. :D

Shirmaine Ong Hui Yu :

twintwintwintwintwintwintwintwintwin.

Have fun to your trip to Korea and take care !

i will miss you alright ! :)

Aaron Lee Chang Yang :
29 Oct 09, was the day we started. My heart belongs to you and a gave

all my love i could to you. I loved you boy, i really do. We went

to watch 2012 together. You put your hands around me and i lied on

your shoulders. How i wish time got pause there , i can never forget how

sweet was the moment. Aaron Lee , you were mine that time. Will you be

mine forever ? But sweet and happy moments never last . After a few

weeks my cb father knew about our relationship and demanded a break up.

So i was forced to sent that fucking email to you. I went to my room and

tears had never stop flowing from my eyes. You're the first boy that made

me cried so much for. The whole night i had been thinking about you.

Hoping that you would not receive the email. Imaginations went wild, i dont

want to end our relationship just like that . I don't want to leave you baby .

The whole night , i realized that i love you more than i thought . I was tired,

tired of crying , tears from my cheeks had all dried up. I thought to myself,

"Kirstie Kwan , stop thinking already . Tomorrow will be a better day. " I closed

my eyes trying to forget all the single thing about today. Unfortunately, i can't ...

I can't bring myself to forget , it's just too fast. I started praying that our relationship

will continue and wishing it could be faster the next day so i could call you.

All those sweet innocent kisses had been running through my mind. I slept ,

pretending you were just beside me... Remember the time we went to Anchorvale CC,

the whole night i was with you and you were just right beside me.. I still could

remember you gave me a kiss on my cheek and sent me home later. Thank you

baby ... The next day, i called you and finally i could hear your voice. :D

I was relieved .. We chatted awhile , afterwards we ended our conversation.

Babybaby, although i don't have alot of time to accompany you. But i will always

be there for you .. I Love You . ♥

Mummy :

im sorry that i caused you alot of troubles .

im sorry that i shouted and scream at you alot .

im sorry that i'm not a good daughter .

i regret what i done wrong , im sorry.

Ok done , thats all .

Hurhur, not very very long lah !

Whats over is over , lets look ahead for the future .

lovelovelove (:

November 23, 2009

Fuck it all.

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Yah people , fuck it all.

Today netball friendly match , we lost .

Didn't expected it to happen, don't know whats going
to happen in the January tournament already.

And cb father took my hand phone away.

I would never or even want to call you daddy again,

you fuck ass ! I hate you ! Why can't you

just understand other people feelings and only think about

yourself and the way others think ?! Don't you have a

mind of your own . I make you lose face , you think i

care. Thats your problem already. I am who i am,

i have my own character. Not and never like you ! I really

hope you see this, I RATHER NOT TO HAVE A DAD THAN YOU

HAVE YOU BEING MINE . You ain't fit to be my father,

and never will be. Why can't you just fuck off from my life?

Not in the mood of blogging already, :|

byebye.

PKS will never be back right ?

Yah, i don't it will.. Once over is over.

Hope this just a nightmare.

God, can you make everything turn out fine? ):

November 20, 2009

Cast your fears inside and know you can survive.

kirstieisBACK,

Went darylthong house slack with baby and donkey today.

Dont you think we're all falling apart?
Like last time we all seem really really close.
But now, it isnt anymore. I really miss those time we had.
Watching movie together, shopping together, even
gossiping together is fun with you all.
Recalling those memories, they were the best days of
my life. Laughs. Are we all changing ?
Can anyone bring us close back together,
just like last time? ):

/♥

I WANT PKS BACK ! ):

hope couple and twin see this..

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November 18, 2009

You taught me whats the meaning
of strength and how to stay strong.

Hello everybody, kirstie is back from school ! C:

Had netball today, went to have lunch with josie and mingfen.

JosieLim, i wasnt late kay ! :D While waiting for MingFen ,

saw

BABYBABYBABYBABY! ♥

soso miss him, hoho. Than makan and went school early.

Rain heavily later on D: , but didnt do pt . Instead did some

dk whats tht call , like playing like tht. Monday is going to be

friendly match ! Hohoh , so damn excited oh ! :D

Makan with Shirmaine,Elaine,Priscilia than homed.
And peiyicouple, dont angry ! Relax luh, (: sleep more kay.
Lovedieyou prettyyyyyyyyyy.

November 16, 2009

有人说感情是可以培养的,
但是我说培养的感情不是好的.

Hello Earthlinggggggggs ! ♥

Im posting im posting im posting .

*wavewavewave* :D :D :D

so boring , blehzxzxzxzxzxz. bored to deathh.

byebyeeee, dont miss me too much aye ! :P

babybabybaby :O

November 15, 2009

To live with fear and not be afraid
is th final test of maturity.

Hellohellohello,

back with pictures nah ! :D

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14'November'09

todaytodaytodaytodaytodaytoday! (:

Went to watch 2012 with baby! <3

met him at compass first than mrted to darylthong house.

But he going out with his friend, so mrted to plaza sing while

darylthong went to hougang mall. Bought tickets at 7.30pm.

Mrted to hougang to find darylthong, went pooling.

didnt played :/ , than went to eateat . Than went back to hougang plaza

to find baby's cousin : Denyce and Warran. i think . Didnt played either.

thanthan mrted again! back to plaza sing , slacked there around 7.15 .

bought popcorn and went in . omgomgomg, is like sososososo

freaking cold can ! ): Than th show was like 3h plus sia ! so long,

but quite nice, so , erm, like , kong bu luh . th whole ground all crack :/

niceshow, should go watch :D . than later went back home by mrt again.

mrt sian le larhsczzxzx. than bused back with baby! :D

Baby ah , i sososososo love you <3

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13'November'09

Same place again,

got pay ! $.$ :D :D

than went to some japanese restuant to eat dinner.

than went home, raining .

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12'November'09

HAPPY 9TH MONTHS,COUPLE!

Went to childcare for work , than went compass.

than homed . Couple, i dont wish to qurreal

with you again nor . :/

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11'November'09

Went to donkey's mother childcare as usual.

left at 2 plus, have netball. Than went to meet

up with couple for work ! (:

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10'November'09

Went to donkey's mother childcare center

to work , play with crayons ! :D

had fun. (:

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09'November'09

Ermm , went work with couple .

obvious -.- , cant remember this day too .

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08'November'09

ermm , dont really remember what happen tht

day . or , i cant evven remember :/

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Thts all for today !

will update more , :D :D

November 12, 2009

The rain falls on my windows and th
coldness runs through my soul.

Hello people ,

due to my fucking comp i cant upload photos !

arghh ! nvm , i shall upload all next time :D didnt

blog these few days cause have been going out early

in th morning and coming home late at night. shit it ,

KIRSTIE IS TIRED ALREADY ! ):

byebye, will try to update soon.

i hate life, i love baby !

~~fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck~~

~~maybe you should just leave me alone,~~
~~i hate you. ):~~

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November 07, 2009

To gain tht which is worth having, it may
be necessary to lose verything.

YesterdayYesterday went out with peiyicouple!

didnt went to work , went to tampiness actually wanted to watch movie.

but no movie to watch ): so bought popcorn and nachos went

to staircase eat and slack :D , hahahs.

than went to hougang plaza, _______________________ !!
!#>#>$^&>%>#@!>@#$>&>!?#!?!!>!#!!!!@@!@!#@#$^%$&)!!

kns , dog la ! ben xiao jie nvr make until you lo ! nvm only couple will know..

photosphotosphotos :D :D :D

Yesterday woke up at 7.30 plusplus,

went to meet baby at lrt train. sorrysorry , so late !

than went to darylthong house to slack , sian luh.

i sososo love his dogs ): , than about 10 plusplus left his house.

took cab to hougang plaza, daryl's mother paid.

Than played, eat, waited for shirmainetwin,

than pooled , saw mark koh there, played together.

thanthan, shir went home, markkoh go somewhere, baby and me

went back to daryl thong house slack . Left his house about 6.15 , went

to meet with shir,feliciaN,rowena at kovan macs . sorry late again!

bought candles and play and camwhore ! :D

10.30 plus reach home, ty felicia daddy.

Im th shortest sia ! ):

Shirmaine's one. ( S heart )

FeliciaN's one. ( FN )

Rowena's one. ( KZ )

MINEMINEMINE! ( K heart A ) :D :D

we love fireworks :D :D

i love this one ! (:

so sweet right !

Thats all for today ! :D :D

baby,ily. <3

Your Sweetheart

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